Any time I try something new, I really feel like I am starting all over again. I am tired again like I was when I first started Bikram. I just want to fall into bed when I get home. Sometimes in class, I feel myself losing my breath and even getting a little panicky. Honestly, I'm a little overwhelmed on occasion.
It occurred to me that perhaps I am trying to incorporate too many new things all at once. But isn't it true, that once you are enlightened you want to just be perfect at it right away. PPPPPPPPPPPPPP. This is a lifelong process and I trust it. I can just have faith that this hard work pays off.
I'm off today for an acupuncture appointment so a double tomorrow.
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